Life is to much
some times it feels as if my life is killing me.
some times I try so vary hard to find ways to make the pain go away.
lay in bad last night crying so hard it herd.
The pain in my head and stuchik helped me to for get the pain I felt inside. My heart is slowly wasting away and honestly I cant take it any more.some times I just want to give up and die when I remember that mike needs me wither he knows it or not. I love him more thin he knows. i would die for him i just wish he would love me back.
The pain in my head and stuchik helped me to for get the pain I felt inside. My heart is slowly wasting away and honestly I cant take it any more.some times I just want to give up and die when I remember that mike needs me wither he knows it or not. I love him more thin he knows. i would die for him i just wish he would love me back.today I got home from school and wanted to craw in to a hole, instead I got on the computer. And typed this.
I only wish that I wasn't in this body. I hate being forced to go to church. it sucks. If I want to go ill go if I don't I shouldn't have to that just makes every thing worse. one day i fear i will snap and lose control and hert some one.=(
well thats alll
TTFN gandma wants me to make dinner
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
posted by beautiful_mistake at 12:54 PM
5 Comments:
You're stronger than you know. You don't give yourself enough credit. God loves you, you don't need to go to church to be a christian. The thing that makes church important is that there are people there who care about you and will lift you up in your time of need. I think your parents are just worried. They're probably afraid that you have given up on a relationship with God and don't want to lose you. They love you. Mike does too, he just has a hard time showing it. DOn't give up. Remember God loves you...and so do I. Plus, there are a TON of people on this blog that care about you deeply. SO please, don't give up. Fight those inner demons! Don't let them win the battle! I know that with God's help, you can KICK THEIR BUTTS!!!
anoymous do i know you plzzzzzzzzzzzzz tell me who you are or where iv seen you
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Michelle, Mike does care about you. He may not show it all the time but it does stand up for you.
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