Friday, March 24, 2006

THIS LIFE

I feel so vary alone in the dark with no one to go to , stuck here looking in to the light witch shines on me showing me to the world a tangled mess of pain and lies... I can not take much more of this......Being forced to believe in thing when I don't want to.



I lie in bed at night crying tears of pain......





















I hate me I am ugly
I hate my life it sucks



TTFN

9 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Why do you hate your life? Is it life itself you dispise...or the people in it? Is your life really that bad? Isn't there anything about life that makes it worth living?

9:00 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Amen demonkllr! You ARE beautiful M!

1:58 PM  
Blogger beautiful_mistake said...

i hate my body , i am so ugly....i have only had boy friends and all of them are ugly and/or to old for me...... i want a real man that will love me as i am.....but i may as well get that out of my head cuz it's not eva going to happen ....i wish i were dead ...there is no place for me in this world ,,,,,,


i only cos pain in my familys life ....


ttfn

3:33 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Please, don't say that...it makes me sad. I know it's hard to wait, especially when you see other girls with guys holding them. It's very hard and it hurts. But I KNOW God has someone for you. Someone that will make you laugh, hold you when you're sad or scared, fight for you when you're in danger, and love you all your life. Please, don't settle for the cheap, easy guy. Wait, and God WILL bless you with a loving, wonderful husband. I think you are so beautiful. I just wish you thought so too...

10:33 AM  
Blogger beautiful_mistake said...

i dont no what you ppl see in me but what eva it is i think you need to get your eyes checked

4:19 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Michelle, I don't know what my life would be without you. Nothing you do, nothing will ever make me hate you. You are the apple of Gods eye. YOU ARE loved by God and your friends and family. Do you think your the only one who makes mistakes? I have made soooooooooooooo many mistakes and more are to come. And the good thing is that God will love us no matter what.

8:55 AM  
Blogger beautiful_mistake said...

i only wish i wasnt ugly like ths ......



Mom said that we're moving agian

i think i'm going to cry i cant take any more of this crap......


TTFN

~~~M~~~~

9:27 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I didn't know you were moving.......

5:52 AM  
Blogger beautiful_mistake said...

ya i am =(

3:55 PM  

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