i hate you yet i love you

you are the resoin why i cry!

I hate my mom more than words can say why can't she just go the fuk away! she's always in my business she's always in my face why can't she find someone else to disgrace! why the fuk wont she go away stay out of my life and out of my way! every little thing i do is always a mistake I'm just not perfect she's just fukn fake! you all probably think i only hate her now and that later i wont cause we'll make up somehow. but it ain't like that i really do hate her she always yells at me this is how we always were. now she just wont leave me alone she won't get on with her life and let me be on my own. I'm a big girl now and there's nothing she can do to change that fact cause it will always be true. i have my own life my own decisions the way i would want my life to be living. i have to make my own choices no matter what the cost even if that means all is lost. i bet your also thinking if it wasn't for my mum i wouldn't exist but i am numb. i don't even care it doesn't even matter cause i hate my life and especially her. my life sucks a**my life is a disaster i wish it would go by a little bit faster. why won't my mom just go away leave me be let me go and set me free? i need my space but that she won't give so how am i suppose to live? she takes advantage of me in every single way whenever she can each and every day if it wasn't for her my life would be good my life would be great my life would be cool but what sucks is if it wasn't for her i wouldn't exists which would be better i really hate my mom i wish she'd get out of my life cause she's the one causing me pain and strife i used to be me i used to be calm but now i can't all cause of my mom

**i know it's not good cause i was really pissed off and i tried writing up a piece and here's how it came out**

this is to you mom!

this is how much i hate you! but the freaky thing is even tough i hate you that much i still love you and would die for you!