this is the way i feel

the way i feel!
this is the way i feel, like a child with no one to talk to... no one to care, to share,i feel so numb, no more love left in this empty black halo heart of mine. i am done with you, with me. i have been hurt for the last time, it feels worst then the first. the pain, the sorrow, the never ending hurt that i feel within. i cut to feel pain to take away that pain i feel inside, i scratch myself to heal the wounds on my heart, i do all this to feel I'm alive... you make me feel so invisible, so dead....some times i cant even tell if I'm alive or dead. this is how i feel....i only wish to be free.free from this world, from this pain, this hurt, this unbearable love i have for you