love is the slowest form of suicide

Life seems to hate me more and more each day! and each day i suck it up and hold back the tears! i cant seem to get the image of him out of my head! i seems as if he is hon-ting me! i see him in my sleep 'every time i close my eyes' i cant make the feeling that is building up inside of me go away! i hate myself every day for loving him! He showed me what happiness was and showed me that i was a beautiful person! and when i finally took it all to heart he showed me the pain of a broken heart! he kicked me when i was down he laughed when i cried! he said he loved me and now that he is gone i cant help but wonder why i still love him! after all he did to me! all the pain he caused! why the hell do i still care!?!?!?! i cant take much more of this pain! i cant take much more hurt!

well i need to go! i need to think about what I'm going to do!

love always

michelle aka M









who would love somethig like that!!!!!!