DARKNESS
© By Jessica D. BakerDarkness fills my life every day.
But why it does, I can not say.
No one seems to believe me or the pain I go through.
No one has an idea, not a clue.
Darkness is in my mind and in my sight.
Everything I see is as dark as night.
I know I'm not blind but I can't ever see the light.
I may never know if things will be alright.
Darkness is in my veins, my skin, my nails and in my hair.
Everyone hates me, it's not fair.
I won't do anything crazy, I'm not that dumb.
But the pain is unbearable, everything is numb.
Darkness is in what I read and write.
Everything will remain locked away tight.
There will be no light to guide me through the dark and despair.
I've always known that life isn't fair.
Darkness is all around me, everywhere I go.
You won't see it but it's there, I know.
No one shall understand my pain or see my tear.
Happiness seems to be my biggest fear.
Darkness goes through me every second of my day.
As I stand and as I lay.
There will be this ebony shadow, instead of a heart.
And there will always be pain inside, tearing me apart.
Darkness shall stay with me until I die.
And deep in the shadow, where I'll say goodbye.
And my soul from out that shadow, that lies floating on the floor.
Shall be lifted.....NEVERMORE!
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The Lie Of Life
(1/26/04)I stand before you
And I'm judged
The anguish and agony
From the words I spoke
That's left me broken
It takes only one single moment
To destroy an entire life
It takes one defining moment
To destroy everything that I've believed in
It takes one simple test
To destroy your path
It takes one time
To lose it all
I've come to the end
And I've failed
The threads holding life together
Have all come undone
My life hanging by a moment
My life hanging by a thread
I can't run from my words
I can't get away from what's been said
It haunts my reality
It disturbs my dreams
Until there's no rest
No redemption
No going back
No correcting the wrong
So many lies interweaving
Until I can't tell what's the truth anymore
Until my life becomes a lie
I'm living a lie
And I can't come back
I can't return
I wish to right the wrong
I wish to correct the weakness
I wish to change after the aftermath
But that chance may never come
I will be judged by my words
Because this is the lie of life
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Bang(1/13/04)
Bang she's dead
A bullet to the heart
Your words fly straight to her soul
As you kill her
With the things you say
You deceived the Eve
You've partaken of the forbidden
Bang bang bang
She's dead
Bang I'm dead
I was made to be broken
The constant ache I feel inside
Because of all your pride
And all the lies
A knife to my chest
A blade to my heart
A bullet to my head
Until I'm dead
Your words rip and tear
I never thought you'd dare
Bang bang bang
I'm dead
Bang you're dead
You won't get away
You'll try to escape
After the mind you raped
You left it behind
And you no longer care
Now we've run out of time
You'll say it's not fair
After the lies we beared
Over and over and over
Bang bang bang
You'll be dead
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Denial
(10/03/02)Trying to stand on my own
Twirling through the world
Through life
The bitter race that I face
Where I can't direct my own step
But I'm in denial
I avoid the fears
I stay away from the challenges
And obstacles that stand in my way
Denying that I'm scared
Denying that it's wrong
That I'm wrong
Denying everything I hold dear
Because the end is near
I stay away from it all
But it cannot, will not, be denied
It looms there
Lurking like the full moon
As intensely as the sun
It's there right in front of my face
There's no denying it
I can't hide
And I can't get away
Trying to depend on myself
But I came up short
Now I'm lost in the darkness
Not knowing which way to turn
And it's only getting worse
But I deny it
But deep inside I know the truth
I can deceive you
But not me
I know only too well what I am
But I can't change who I am
I try to make a plan
But then I find that I'm too weak
The words I hear
Stabbing me in the back
Losing all hope and confidence
Giving into despair
And I become dismayed
Because I can't find the answer
Falling deeper into depression
Trying to go on for a while
But I know I'm still in denial
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"Untitled"
by: blingbling bunny My soul spills into bloody tears of joy,
just looking upon you,
your eyes so deep,
our love so true,
i wish i could hold your heart till the end of death and beyond,
in the dark eternity mist,
but forever is a long time,
even then my you shall have my will in your fist,
you say you will never leave,
yet i still worry,
that time will betray us,
and this love will turn to furry,
but i love every side of you,
even the madness,
so i will try to keep it away,
and drive away the sadness,
eternity is a long time away,
so i will hold you now,
and if forever comes,
you will be there to show me how,
we can overcome the "good"
together as one,
always apart of the wickedness,
until finality is done,
so as destiny unfurls,
and this passion burns,
you will be in me,
as the dimension turns,
it cannot be broken,
not even by the one(s) above,
it will never end,
our wicked burning love.
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LIFE Life is too short, to worry about tomorrow,
Live each day the best we can.
Yesterdays are past and filled with sorrow,
Filled with things done and left undone.
When we waken in the morning light,
The minds are clear of the doubts and fears.
Of yesterday's worry, pain and woe,
We know God's promises are here.
Love is a very precious thing,
Given to man by God.
Cannot be traded, bought or sold,
It fills our hearts with Joy untold.
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"Inner Demons"By:Sarena
These voices in my head just wont go away.
Everytime I ask them to leave ,they stay.
I dont know how much more I can take,
I wish they would materialize to be pierced with a stake.
Having these voices isn't very mundane,
but my mind will forever be their domain.
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Alone
Edgar Allen Poe
From childhood's hour I havee not been
As others were- I have not seen
As others saw- I could not bring
My passions from a common spring-
From the same source I have not taken
My sorrow- I could not awaken
My heart to joy at the same tone-
And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone-
Then- in my childhood- in the dawn
Of a most stormy life- was drawn
From ev'ry depth of good and ill
The mystery which binds me still-
From the torrent, or the fountain-
From the red cliff of the mountain-
From the sun that 'round me roll'd
In its autumn tint of gold-
From the lightning in the sky
As it pass'd me flying by-
From the thunder, and the storm-
And the cloud that took the form
(When the rest of Heaven was blue)
Of a demon in my view.
Poem 41602
By:Wynter Moonlight
A place of importance
In the past and present
Future arguments arise
Children cry out
To mothers that never existed
Awareness of surroundings
A bridge leading nowhere,
Ending nowhere
Above the parched grass
A dog comes in from a hunt
His defeated prey
Hanging from his mouth
Cars race by
On a grassy path
Night takes over day
Taillights fade into the darkness
LIFE
Life is too short, to worry about tomorrow,
Live each day the best we can.
Yesterdays are past and filled with sorrow,
Filled with things done and left undone.
When we waken in the morning light,
The minds are clear of the doubts and fears.
Of yesterday's worry, pain and woe,
We know God's promises are here.
Love is a very precious thing,
Given to man by God.
Cannot be traded, bought or sold,
It fills our hearts with Joy untold.
Layers of Myself
By: Pinky
Let me out
Set me free
I need to be set free
I'm burning up inside from crying about nothing.
Let me out Let me out Let me out Let me out Let me out.
Let me fly
Let my wings expand
Let my feathers fly away into the sunset
Let me free out of this cage, it is too small.
Take me away
Take me away from this place
Take me away from him
Take me home with you I need out of this place
It is to complicated and scary.
Leave me alone
Just let me free for a day or two
I need time to figure out who are my friends and who aren't.
Just let me out, set me free, let me fly
I'm a bird that needs to migrate south, so let me free let me go I'll be back at summer.
I promise I will be back in time for hot summer days to go jump the ice cold pool.
I'm a polar bear just let me sleep my anger off during the winter.
I promise I will be back for those hot ball games with sunflower seeds.
I promise I will love you for ever, just give me some time, give me some space to think.
"Inner Demons"
By:Sarena
These voices in my head just wont go away.
Everytime I ask them to leave ,they stay.
I dont know how much more I can take,
I wish they would materialize to be pierced with a stake.
Having these voices isn't very mundane,
but my mind will forever be their domain.
" The Gift of Death"
By: Sarena
I quickly tire of hearing you scream,
as i glare at you my eyes beam
soon you do not know but will be dead
and will regret every word you said
as i stab you ,the knife i twist
i will feel the death i have long missed
deep down you know that you deserved it
and i am the one who has reserved it
this gift i give you, i hand you with pleasure
and this memory i will forever treasure.
Angel Of Darkness
By Pearl Girl
Angel of darkness come with me
hold my hand, make me see
Child of the night show me your ways
drag me beneath to run through your maze
Everything not bright
nothing of light
pull me into your world
let me be your girl
Cover my eyes led by the blind
Just cuts, Just scrapes don't worry I'm fine
Our blood blends together, our scars just the same
The darkness so beautiful, day so mundane
My love belongs to you, take it and make it true
Your mystique to angelic, so soft, so deep
Take me, make me, hold me, I'm yours
Immersed in your esoteric beauty, my countenance pours
The Blood Is The Rose
By Josh
All of you who set the night on fire,
you all will go much much higher
in darkness you can see
in darkness you are free
in darkness great things hide,
in darkness step aside.
then you will break on through
Retire all of you people of the light,
to night's purple legion. While you sleep,
we will reap.
You all have to sleep to dream,
We live in one!
You all live your life as one big lie.
We know the truth.
Tomorrow you will wake,
And you will be surprised.
Blood is the rose, of mysterious union.
Burn
By Kali
Angel of death,
come to me here.
For sweet death
I can feel is near.
Destroy my spirit,
burn my soul.
Advenge my death,
turn my body to coal.
And as the children laugh,
and as the children play.
Let them know no fear.
For the icy fingers of death,
I can feel are near.
Confessions Of The Dark Poet
By Magnus Johnson
Why does it hurt so bad?
Why must I hurt so much?
Why, am I, the one suffering?
But then,
I Stop!
To think...
It's not a curse.
- It's a blessing.
It's not a disease.
- It's the Cure!
For every one I look at,
there're a thousand I don't see!
My darkened mind will never change,
just as none of them see me!
The Darkness has got hold of me,
and don't want to let go!
And this will never happen
just as long as they don't know!
Now that I know the answer,
I no longer ask you "why?"!
Now I'm always laughing,
nevermore to cry!
Instead I give up to the night,
to lead the life of pain and cold.
To tell the tales about the dark,
that has me in its hold!
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The Devil By Any Other Name...
By Vamphyri By many names my kind have been known
Strigoii, nosferatu, vrykolakis,
Vukodlak, langsuir, and vampyr
To name but a few.
From many regions I have traversed
From many passages of time
I have marched
Centuries pass from one to another
Like sands through the glass
Many tales have been written
And passed down through mortal tongues
Tales of me and mine kind
Personally I have been called.....
Leviathan,
Diablolos,
Prince of Darkness,
and Lucifer.
In this age I am known
simply as
Vamphyri
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I Am The Vampire
By Tempie Garrett It was hot and cold
sometimes new and always old
I was young and bold
My soul had been sold
It was the trill
of the devil's kill
It is the wound that won't heal
and he always comes against my will
I am a creature of the night
I always cause such a fright
and there is a legend about my bite
but with my race, it's alright
I am the Vampire
and I never tire
My throat is continuously on fire
So is this what they all admire?
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by Wynter Moonlight From the start you showed so much care,
Slowly I realized the love we could share.
I knew it would be hard to put my heart on the line
But it was all worth it to make you mine.
With you by my side I cannot go wrong
Only you could have made my heart so strong.
You showed me a different point of view
So I opened my mind to understand you.
Now I see the beauty of a wilted flower
And the excitement you feel in a thunder shower.
I love everything that makes you unique
Especially the part only I get to see.
In the past I made several bad choices
But you drowned out the antagonizing voices.
Because of you I have a better life
And the strength I need to survive.
Over time we have come a long way
I've learned to treasure every day
So while ever word of this is honest and real
It still can't explain all the love that I feel.
I pray that this miracle will always be-
The miracle of you and me.
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That was meby:SID
I am what I am
I am who Ive become
There were many
But now in the only one
The only one who
The only one to
Walk through the gates of hell
And still Im alive to tell
The blind leading the blind
Thats how it went
I saw the dark bars of these gates
Sharp and jagged and bent
They opened
So on into the darkness I went
Step a pawn step
Thought after thought
Seeming it seemed
In my own mind I was caught
I walked through the blood
Still warm from the vanes it ran
And drenched I was red
I walked through hells flames
Burnt and scared
Yet not yet dead
I walked all the way
To the end of hells road
Where only empty skulls lay
I walked over the carcasses
Left there to decay
I found the evil kings throne
Except for my shadow
I was alone
So a seat I did take
Take I did to take a break
Then a mirror did I see
A mirror face down
On the chairs arm beside me
And a curious creature I may be
I just sat there and wondered
Where the devil the devil may be
And why free to roam his realm
He let me be
A quick look in the mirror I took
I took that look to see
And see I did what blood and flame
Had done to me
Seeing this puzzled me
For the devil I searched to see
Was the devil
That was me
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