let the blood flow

Cut it.

Slice it.

Watch it flow.

When you see it,

Then you'll know.

Lick it.

Taste it.

Cut some more.

One last look...

You're on the floor.

Breathe.

Stare.

Gasp for air.

Try to stop me?

Don't you dare.

Wait.

Watch.

Let me die.

1 more second,Then good-- . . . .

p.s

this poem means nothing. i am not in a suicidle state of mind. i am FINE!

in the arms of the angels

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance

For a break that would make it okay

There's always one reason to feel not good enough

And it's hard at the end of the day

I need some distraction

Oh beautiful release

Memory seeps from my veins

Let me be empty and weightless

And maybe I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel

Fly away from hereFrom this dark cold hotel room

And the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage

Of your silent reverie

You're in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line

And everywhere you turn

There's vultures and thieves at your back

And the storm keeps on twisting

You keep on building the lie

that you make up for all that you lack

It don't make no difference

Escaping one last time

It's easier to believe in this sweet madness, oh

This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel

Fly away from here

From this dark cold hotel room

And the endlessness that you fear

You are pulled from the wreckage

Of your silent reverie

You're in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort there

You're in the arms of the angel

May you find some comfort here

love

oh my god i cant believe I'm in love....Ive never felt this way about anyone before. i cant get him out of my head. he means so much to me. i love him so much. he told me he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. to just hold me in his arms. and tell me it will all be alright. when i think of being with him my heart ponds so fast and my face lights up the hole room. when i lay in bed at night all i can think about is him laying beside me. holding me close tight in his arms.i love this man. if only i could make him see how much i truly love him. he is my world. he is the light that Gide's me through the dark. he is the flame that flickers in the darkness of the night. he is the fire that burns in my soul. he is the only one i want to be with. with out him i am nothing. and to be nothing, is to be dead. he makes me feel so alive, he makes the emptiness i feel go away. he makes me life worth living. he is the reason i live. the reason i would die. he is the light that shines in me. the light that shines so bright its blinding. if i didn't have him in my life right now i don't know what I'd do. i need him, i need to hear his voice. to hear him tell me that I'm beautiful. to tell me it will all be OK. i love this man. and always will. nothing in this world could change the way i feel right now at this very moment. i hope to feel this way for ever.
well I'm gonna go peace out.

~~~~Michelle~~~~