welcome my world: March 2006

OMG

OMG you guys you know what I did to day?

I got my nose pierced =)

new blog

http://evanescencefans12.blogspot.com/

one of my new blogs

http://bloodymarry12.blogspot.com/

My new blogs

I'm starting a new blog for all those people out there that like to try out new different Goth make up styles. On my new blog I will be posting directions on how to put on the make up and pics of what it should look like.......

I also will be making a new blog for all of those Evanescence fans out there..On this new EVANESCENCE blog I will be posting pics and info about her and her tours....And so on......I am making this blog because I love evanescence and her music ......

I will post the links when I am done with the building the blog

TTFN

My new make up style

DEMON KILLER AKA CHERI WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME ? I ASKED YOU IF YOU WERE POSTING UNDER DEMONKILLER ON MY BLOG AND YOU TOLD ME NO....... WHY WOULD YOU LIE TO ME NOW I AM CONFUSED I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN BELIEVE YOU ANY MORE

<<<<<<<<<< THE PIC ARE PICS OF MY NEW MAKE UP STYLES.

I LIKE THIS ONE MORE

To Anonymous

Anonymous how am I supposed tell you when I am sad if I don't know who you are ?

THIS LIFE

I feel so vary alone in the dark with no one to go to , stuck here looking in to the light witch shines on me showing me to the world a tangled mess of pain and lies... I can not take much more of this......Being forced to believe in thing when I don't want to.

I lie in bed at night crying tears of pain......

I hate me I am ugly
I hate my life it sucks

TTFN

Things

THIS IS MY PIC

THIS IS A PIC I DREW

a poem i fond

Listening to: Gone Away - Cold

Feeling: damned1-14-05 I'm Addicted My heart has changed

My heart is light Somehow I feel Like nothing's right I'm in love

with you Though I can't tell

It takes all of my strenght Not to yell

I love you Though I can't say I would give up everything

To be with you today Don't reject me Because I need you I wish I could smell Just like you do I need you Next to me So I can live So I can be free I'm addicted

I can't deny If I can't have you I will die 1-7-05 "Hollow" Verse 1: Falling forever The dark growing below me I've felt like this Too many times before Just falling Going nowhere Down into the

depts below But still living to fall again Chorus: Dying slowly I've died already inside Hollow within myself Just hollow and alone That is how I lie And

that is how I will die Chorus 2: Cold water Burning in my lungs I scream but no sound I struggle to reach the surface The deep darkness pulls me down farther I can't fight it anymore I die

in the water Hollow and alone ~~Chorus~~ Hollow Hollow and alone ~~Chorus~~ Hollow Hollow Hollow and alone

The link below

The link is where there is awesome anima pic that people have drawn......

if the link does not show up thin just ................
http://katarev.tripod.com/t-original.html

well thATs all for now check out the site ight ttfn

sorry if i spelled any thing wrong

Hey every one sup n/m/H.....

I have just stared reading this book called THE BITTEN by L.A. BANKS. IT IS REALLY GOOD... Its a romantic horror book about vampires......

i also got this movie called DARKNESS FALLS really good

well thats all see ya

ttfn

my email address

all you have to do is click on the link

if that dont work thin there it is

darkangle12@earthlink.net

make sure you read the posts below

My new poem

Sad girl
she takes a breath and walks away.
shows how low she'll go to be that ever HO
she takes the knife the note said its over
now she loved him with all her heart he was
her life her love her every thing . Now she'll
die alone in pain for ever

why

I sit here in this hell they call my life.
wandering why IM here , why I stay . I have no
purpose in life no reason to live.

sad soul

she looks into the mirror and crys out
"who is that girl I see staring start back at me .
as she slits her wrist she crys oh why am I here
take me away from this hell.make me nub cure my pain
take me away as plained

p.s tell me what you think ...... i would really like to no who this person is that post under anonimas

sorry about the spelling

Today

Oh my god !
today at school I had a really bad day , first I get on the bus and get in a verbal fight with a few kids on the bus .Then when I get to school these kids were calling me a fat mother fuckin bitch for no reason.then 8th prd 'which is PE we were playing some kind of game were you had to sit on this rolling thing and race a nother person to the end of the Jim.when I tryd to do it I couldn't the teacher keep telling me that I was not try'n and that I was lazy and pitiful......And that really P'd me off .Then when I got on the bus to go home this kid in front of me keep putting his hand on my set and calling me a bitch so I grabbed his hand and twisted it inutile he screamed .

i know i know i should not have doen that but i was mad really mad ..............

well i am going to leave now bye bye

p.s
life sucks

sorry about the spelling

Update

OK a little update on what's been going on in my life ,last week on Friday this kid I no went crazy and started saying he was going to kill every one, that was scary.........

then on Sunday I came home from youth group more depressed then I was when I left home don't know why but I am just so depressed I feel so alone and hollow. I feel as if my life is not real like my life is just a bad dream that will never end.
I zone out a lot and cant seem to stop the black outs ......
some times I wander if my pills I take are making me high.
I am not relay share what is going on with me and my life or my believefs.

well i think thats all i have to say for now.......ttfn