THE BEST SONG IN THE WORLD! BY THE BEST BAND!

song by:

CRADLE OF FILTH!

NAME OF SONG:

NYMPHETAMINE



Lead to the river
Midsummer, I waved
A 'V' of black swans
On with hope to the grave
All through Red September

With skies fire-pavedI begged you appear

Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain
So I swore to the razor
That never, enchained
Would your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again
Bared on your tomb

I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your lowliness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
SunsetterNymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, a vampyric addiction

To her alone in full submission
None betterNymphetamine
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl
Wracked with your charm

I am circled like prey
Back in the forest
Where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laidThan pillars of salt
(Keeping Sodom at night at bay)

Fold to my arms
Hold their mesmeric sway
And dance out to the moon
As we did in those golden days
Christening starsI remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay
Bared on your tomb

I am a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above unto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your holiness
I could always find
The right slot for your sacred key
Six feet deep is the incision

In my heart, that barless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
SunsetterNymphetamine
Sick and weak from my condition

This lust, a vampyric addiction

To her alone in full submission
None better
Nymphetamine
Sunsetter
Nymphetamine
None betterNymphetamine
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
Nymphetamine girl
Nymphetamine, nymphetamine
My nymphetamine girl


THE LYRICS ARE THE BEST EVER!!!!!!!

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i hate you yet i love you

you are the resoin why i cry!

I hate my mom more than words can say why can't she just go the fuk away! she's always in my business she's always in my face why can't she find someone else to disgrace! why the fuk wont she go away stay out of my life and out of my way! every little thing i do is always a mistake I'm just not perfect she's just fukn fake! you all probably think i only hate her now and that later i wont cause we'll make up somehow. but it ain't like that i really do hate her she always yells at me this is how we always were. now she just wont leave me alone she won't get on with her life and let me be on my own. I'm a big girl now and there's nothing she can do to change that fact cause it will always be true. i have my own life my own decisions the way i would want my life to be living. i have to make my own choices no matter what the cost even if that means all is lost. i bet your also thinking if it wasn't for my mum i wouldn't exist but i am numb. i don't even care it doesn't even matter cause i hate my life and especially her. my life sucks a**my life is a disaster i wish it would go by a little bit faster. why won't my mom just go away leave me be let me go and set me free? i need my space but that she won't give so how am i suppose to live? she takes advantage of me in every single way whenever she can each and every day if it wasn't for her my life would be good my life would be great my life would be cool but what sucks is if it wasn't for her i wouldn't exists which would be better i really hate my mom i wish she'd get out of my life cause she's the one causing me pain and strife i used to be me i used to be calm but now i can't all cause of my mom

**i know it's not good cause i was really pissed off and i tried writing up a piece and here's how it came out**

this is to you mom!

this is how much i hate you! but the freaky thing is even tough i hate you that much i still love you and would die for you!

I'm waiting for the day

That I'm not fat anymore

I'm waiting for the day That I find I'm perfect

I'm waiting for that day

I'm waiting for the day that never comes

The red rose blooms,

it comes to life.

Its color vibrant,

but then it dies.

Much like blood

flowing from the skin.

Bright red...

and then it thins.Red to black,

wet to dry.It makes you happy,

yet makes you cry.

The rooling blood,

the gentle rose;

you saw the cut,

and then you froze.

The flesh around the slice turns pink.

At first,

you smile,

but then you think.

Does anyone do thisbesides me?

Do they like to hurt themselves?

Do they like to bleed?

I like the way it feels,

I like the sting.

It starts off thin,

yet very deep.

By the morning,

it's opened wide.

And it's just another scar to hide.

i loved you with all my heart

unbearable pain that I have..

I just want it to be stabbed with hundred knifes for

the blood to dip and everyone would know

what "You" did to me!!!~

the pain i feel inside!

I'm sorry that I bothered you, with everything inside,So I wont bother you again,I'll keep it all inside,I'll let it build up in me,and make pretty patterns on my skin,for only my eyes to see.

I cut myself
but it doesn't hurt as bad,
as you ripped my heart out...

I feel my demons coming

they are screaming deep inside

as they try to rip my soul apart

there is no place I can hide.

Coming with destructive thoughts

they are filling up my head

whispering pain into my earsI might as well be dead.

So I go into my lonely roomI just can't fight anymore

all the rage and self-hateI just can't seem to ignore.

Here I scream and sit in silenceso many tears flood my eyes

needing to release my inner torment

needing someone to hear my cries.

I grab the matches & a candleas I turn off all the lights

I watch the razor cut me slowlyit's going to be another bloody night.

Too many thoughts inside my head

I no longer want to feelas I cut my arm wide open

the outer pain is no big deal.

The blood is warm & flowingI feel no fear or alarm

just a feeling of great reliefas my inner pain flows down my arm.

As I start feeling betteras my tears begin to dry

knowing that I've paid the price

Now I don't have to die.People don't really understand

so I cannot tell a soulThat I have just climbed out of

my dark and private hell hole.

So I hide the cuts, put on a smile,& tell everyone...

I'm okBecause they don't want to hear my reality

"I'm ok"...that's what they want me to say.

Some don't want to deal with

the awful truth I tell

they don't want to know the facts

about my private living hell.

I can't really blame them

from running away from me

so I just accept the way it isI walk away and let them be.

So...I keep my demons & memories

locked way down deep inside

until they rise up again

where I can no longer hide.

I know my demons will return

bringing up all my pain

then I'll turn to my bloody razorand do this whole damn thing again.

It's really very beautifulThe feeling that you get

With every little slice

With every little slitThis touch of blood

This kiss of pain

Releases all the feeling

Driving me insane

With every cutI become pure

So over and over I do it more and more

Don't think it's suicidal

For that is not the case

It's a way to release my anger and fear

Instead of showing it on my face

Please don't yell at me to stop

That only makes it worse

Don't talk to me about scars

I don't care I NEED THE HURT.

Untitled

Cold hard blade, warm soft skin

Combine the two, the cleansing begins

Others don't get it, reasons they demand

For my bloody tears, so hard to understand

After I bleed, it is my learned belief

My self is calm, I have found relief

I am nothing like my outside shows

I am pain, that my inside knows

All about me is fake, I am forever acting

Body and soul pay the price

Scarring till I am exacting.

my sister jessica wrote this!

Once there was this little girl. She was such a beautiful little girl and was growing up into an even more beautiful woman. She was almost always happy and She was loved by all. Untill that one fatefull day......She met a man, she was 12, he was 20. The man professed his love for her and told her that he would always love her and be there for her. Then a few months down the road when everything was going great so the little girl thought, the man desided that he was BORED. He went over to her house when she was home from school sick and all alone. The bastard desided that he was going to put his hands on her. The FUCKING ASSHOLE raped the poor unsuspecting little girl.Needless to say the little girl never told anyone for fear that they would not believe her and they would call her bad names.The little girl is now 15 years old and she has still to this day never told anyone. Because of this fucking asshole of a child molester and a rapest, the little girl will never be the same. She does not trust men, She is no longer the happy care free little girl that she once was, That little girl that I remember, And I miss that little girl.

this is what you make me do !!!!!!!!!!!!

You said you loved me, you said you cared, but when I turn around you are not there. I waited for you long enough you put me through hell and never gave up. You pushed and pulled and played with my heart the moment you said we will never be apart, now I am looking at you dead in your eyes and all along you were telling me lies. I'll never forget what you put me through but sure enough you'll want me to come back through. In the end, just to let you know I'll always love you rain, sleet, or snow.

A new poem i found that show how i feel!

My Love For You
I always seem to find,
A reflection of you in my mind.
I have always dreamt that we’ll be together
I will love you from now and forever
I know you have no love for me,
I guess our love was just not meant to be
I just wanted to let you know, something that is true
There will always a place in my heart for you.

Never Say...
Never say I love, If you really don't care
Never talk about feelings, If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand, If your gonna break my heart
Never say you're going to, If you don't plan to start
Never look into my eyes, If all you do is lie
Never say hi, If you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever, Then say you'll try
Never say forever, cause forever makes me cry

Love You Forever, Even When I Die


Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss, If u really love me answer this...
"Do you love me, or do you not? You told me once, but I forgot.
So tell me now and tell me true. So I can tell you I Love U!
Of all the people I have ever met, You are the only one I can't forget.
And if I die before u do, I'll go to heaven and wait for you
If u r not there by the judgment day, I'll know u went the other way
I'll give the angel back their wings, And risk the loss of everything
Just to prove my love is true, I'll go to hell just to be with you!

THINGS I WISH I COULD SAY TO THE ONE THAT BROKE MY HEART!

TO: THE SHIT HEAD WHO
BROKE MY HEART

you did this to me, you made me do it, you broke my heart and stomped all over it like IT was nothing, why would you play with my heart like that when you Knew I was unstable, you knew that this could happen, you knew that it would, so why did you make me believe in this love.

you made me feel so free. You made my heart fly. When ever you talk to me my heart would pond, it felt like I couldn't breath.

when you said you loved me did you MEAN IT?

did you EVER love me?

why did you do this to me? I did nothing to you only love you!

I loved you more then life its self! I wanted to be with you for ever, I wanted to be in your arms, I wanted to cry on your shoulder, I wanted to feel loved by you!

YOU DID THIS TO ME! YOU FUCKING ASS!

I HOPE YOU DIE IN THE MOST PAINFUL WAY POSSIBLE

I HOPE I NEVER HEAR FROM YOU AGAIN....

I HOPE SOME ONE CUTS YOUR TOUGH OUT THEN YOUR EYES THES .....WELL YOU GET THE POINT ...

YOU BROKE MY HEART AND LEFT ME FOR DEAD ! YOU DID EVEN GIVE ME A RESION WHY YOU LEFT ME YOU JUST LEFT ME ! YOU ARE THE WORST THING WHAT COULD HAVE EVER HAPPENED TO ME, BUT YET I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SEE HOW TRULY UGLY I REALLY AM!

you said FOREVER!!!!!

YOU SAID!

you said you'd love me forever you said, you'd

never leave me , that you'd never hurt me, you said that you'd that you'd always be true, but now you said we're through.

this is why

This is what you do to me, this is how you make me feel,

this is what you make me do,

this is why i cry,

test of time

TEST OF TIME"
My heart is shattered
I don't know why
It's been a long time
since my last cry
When will this be over
I want this to end
With you in my arms
Smiling again
This love that I have
For you my dear
I will prove to you
With every tear
My soul burns with passion
My heart with desire
Only you can quench
This unquenchable fire
Jay Brand © 1999

ya'll will be happy to hear

well i know none of ya'll liked deric...and ya'll think im a slutty bitch that would fuck any one any where.....well you'll be happy to know that deric domped me....




TO vanna....
I know you hated him and me....
i heard you talking about me at the fire work thingy... and i want you to know if you have a problem with me talk to me about it .... i dont like people talking about me behined my back.....
plz dont do it any more..... its not makeing me vary happy...
adn im not trying to be mean either....

thanx alot for making me feel good about myself every body....NOT!

deric wrote this

here is some this deric wrote me .....its kinda cheesey but so sweet...


i will be there for all of your tears. i will love you always and forever. i'll be here for you fer the rest of your years. no one will hurt you ever. my heart pounds for you alone. you'll always be my baby girl. for you id sacrifice every bone. your the best thing in this tiny world. your smile lights up the entire room. your eyes are the most beautiful thing. we'll be together till our doom. you make me want to stand up and sing.

i think he is so sweet...